到达不了的幸福

不知道为何，每当我觉得幸福离我很近的时候，幸福却越走越远。

是我错了吗？
还是我太贪心了？

I almost forgot .

I almost forget , I'm the one who let go of you .

Just because I simple thought your heart dosent belongs to me anymore.
Just because I thought ,if you really love me , one day you will still be mine .

How silly am I ? To have thought it that way .
How silly am I ? To have made the same mistake .
How silly am I ? To have say I love him .

Damn , cant i just stop going to facebook ?!

I dont know why i got jealous .

I kinda miss the guy who always make me laugh .The guy who once said he wants to protect me . The guy i hurt the most . I guess , i'm just being too lonely .i just want someone to be by my side .

I know i'm being selfish ,

I cant give him anything and yet im hoping so much from him .

How much i wish you were still here .

I miss you .

If i keep waiting , will i able to wait for the day you hug me in your arms again ?

Chinese New Year 2012 ! :D

Happy Chinese New Year , people !

:D

I know my post is kinda late , but still let the picure talk !

Epic ! credits to my daddy :D

Went to the Melaka seaside on the first day at hometown

:)

Delicious reunion dinner

:P

Cho Yi :P

One of the famous temple in Melaka

:)

I pray for my pmr good result here last year too !

Bbq party ! :D

Guess what ? I really like kids alot .

:)

I guess i had lotsa fun this Chinese New Year . Have lotsa fun playing with those kids . HAHA .

Was finally back to my sweet home the third afternoon of CNY.

And , its time for homework

I feel like crying looking at those stack of books

D':

I'm sick .

when stacks of homeworks are piling up .

Essays .

作文。

fml.

Hectic life in form 4.

Add Maths . Add Maths . Add Maths . Add Maths .

I guess , i wont be have time to blog every day or every week anymore . My form 4 schedule is so pack . I dont even have time for facebook everyday anymore !

LOL, but add least . My life isnt bored anymore . I'm going crazy because of Add Maths . Now , its just Add Maths , what about physics , biology , chemistry , accounts ?

yea D':

And conclution for last week , i just wanna say :

Screw Mr. LCM for teaching us Modern Maths !
wtf.

Other than that , i guess i had lotsa 'fun' last week . Have been doing Add maths for the past 2 nights . Gotta familiar with add maths before the teachers start the other 'crazy' subject !

I miss Mr. Teng very much .

:(

First day at school .

As i walked in the school , the school compound was surrounded by lotsa unfamiliar faces . The form 3's are all over the place , being excited for their first day of morning school . Its also means that, i'm officially form 4 now . I dont know why , that moment i wish i'm form 3 .

thou , i'm kinda happy that i'm form 4 now , i feel a new fresh year . Everything is gonna be different . Maybe exciting , maybe boring , maybe disappointing , maybe lonely .

When i meet my friends today , somehow something hits me . For the pass two years , i've been hating my school , very very much . I even have the urge to transfer school . And i thought , i wouldnt feel miserable and i wouldnt miss my school . But today , looking at all my friends , i think this is where i belong . If one day , i really transfer school , i will miss them alot alot . I will miss this school also . Because it contains lotsa unhappy and happy times .

So , today , once again , they gave me hopes .

I dont hate my school , as much as i thought . and maybe , i hate my school , because i loved them . Loved them for giving me so much precious memories , loved them for teaching me to grow up . Loved them for everything and everything that makes me happy , makes me sad .

and , i wish they wouldnt take my friends away from me . They are the only hope , and only thing left . I wish and i really wish , i could be in the same class with my dearest friend for the next two years of high school . They are my happiness . Studying in a class without their laughter , will be my biggest regrets next time .

So , i truly hopes that , they can change my friends back to our class . They deserves it .

Form 4 , i love you . So please love me back .

:)